Wish I Could Do More ...

There are so many problems waiting to be solved, but (still) I can't do nothing to support it, even just thinking about it, what a pathetic condition. Wish there are ways to make a perfect scallable/ideal networks. Wish there are bridge (person) between one to other parts of this BIG system, that could help encode/decode/translate the language communication within. Damn, damn damn ...

Am I loose ?
Or I just win another battle which I don't realize (i don't think so) ?
Or maybe this is just 'off-hook' time that help me rest a littke bit and preparing myself for bigger battle/problems ?

I don't know, I really don't know, right now I just want to enjoy what next to come ...
Eventhough, I am hopeless now, yesterday's spirit gone for a while ...

** thanks 'pa' for this delicious coffee